My dread built as I got closer and closer to the time I was supposed to do my charity reading. I just didn't have a good feeling about things: something about the sound of M's voice put me off. I felt that I would be scrutinized and judged ... and honestly I wasn't sure that I'd be up to the task.
I am glad to say that things went better than I thought they would, but it was still the kind of psi workout that I like to avoid: the one where I am constantly having to prove myself to someone who may or may not even believe in intuition.
That being said, I am tired. Tired of constantly needing to prove to my own self that I have a lick of talent. And I have come to see this blog as somewhat irrelevant. So, I am closing down this function until further notice. No more offers of free readings, no more offers ... for the time being.
Will I concede to do a charity reading for next years auction? Only time will tell.
Wishing you all the best,
Jan